Sorry will never be Enough

Mean,
I am mean,
I am very cruel to my mom,
She says I love you,
I just rub it off my shoulder,
She says you are the greatest.

I act like I didn't hear her,
I talk about her behind her back,
She was actually listening,
I say sorry,
She just says no, you are not,
I say, yes I am,
She just says whatever.

I go to a friend's house, 
Without saying I love you to her,
The next morning I go home,
And yell I love you mom,
She didn't answer,
I thought she was just shrugging it off of her shoulders,
Like always she didn't answer.

I go to the bathroom and there was my mom,
She was lying on the floor,
Breathless,
I go over there and start to cry,
I realize how mean I had been,
I never once even said I love you,
Don't waste your life being mean,
Waste your life living,
And telling people how much they mean to you.

I really did love my mom,
She was the greatest,
I live in regret now,
Sorry won't cut it,
I need to show what I mean,
My mom was the greatest,
Mom, I love you.